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| Wednesday, August 27th, 2008 | |
| 6:29 pm | pimpin' ![[info]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/community.gif){kind=small} thebodyfarm |
| Tuesday, August 26th, 2008 | |
| 6:10 pm | I'm sorry to have to ask this again, but I'm really desperate. I can't offer much in return, but I can draw one picture for a person per dollar I pull in. I hate having to ask for cashola, but I have to pay this bill. There's just no other way I can do it. Even 50 cents helps. Please. Send anything you can to my paypal account: emmaline.westlund@gmail.com |
| Monday, August 25th, 2008 | |
| 3:28 pm | I'm about ready to fucking kill something Why can't job places UNDERSTAND that I NEED A FUCKING JOB, that's WHY I'M APPLYING AND JUMPING THROUGH THE HOOPS. Good lord, why does everyone ELSE that applies for the jobs that I APPLY FOR get the job? Seriously, what the fuck am I doing wrong?! I'm going to be in over my head in debt for the rest of my life the way this shit is going. SOMEBODY NEEDS TO FUCKING GET THIS GOVERNMENT SPAYED AND OR NEUTERED. |
| Thursday, August 21st, 2008 | |
| 12:16 pm | I hate the depressed aura around my blog lately But I am seriously considering killing myself right now. Current Mood:  morose |
| Wednesday, August 20th, 2008 | |
| 11:57 pm | So.. Go to www.fanfiction.net/~never-with-you Read Flirting with Death (parts 1 and 2). Come back and answer this poll: Poll #2217 FWD Open to: All, results viewable to: All What should Gil and Lindsey have wrong with them?
View Answers Poison (of a new and/or unknown kind) Alien something or other (leading to an X files cross over) Willows/Grissom Disease (I.E. I create a new illness! :D) ticky box Current Mood:  curious |
| Thursday, August 14th, 2008 | |
| 9:55 pm | I'm... talking?! on the internets? hey guys, I am writing this with a speech recognition software. It is very frustrating, but doable. I am doing this because I want to improve my diction. I slur many of my words, but if I do this, I could possibly not slur as much. Anyway, I figured that my journal could use a nice long entry. I only have 14 days until I'm out of college. You have no idea how excited this makes me. I absolutely hate graphic design with a fiery passion that consumes my soul. You have no idea how irritating drawing, matching colors, and creating layout designs can be. It is like having five root canals every day. I want to be a forensic scientist. I know you all know this, but I like to repeat myself. In fact, I just happen to enjoy the sound of my own voice so much that I have had to repeat nearly every line into this entry. not so, I lie. This stupid, dumb piece of shit software can't recognize half of what I say. It is really starting to annoy me. This entry has taken more than 1/2 hour to write. This is because I have to repeat nearly every word I say. However, at least something good is coming out of this. I am learning how to talk to a computer. I am going to end this entry now, because I am getting very frustrated with this software, however hopefully in the future, I shall be able to, without frustration, write my entries, and my fan fiction, simply by talking to my computer. Good night, And have a pleasant tomorrow. hicsiguy |
| Wednesday, August 13th, 2008 | |
| 2:31 pm | fanfiction! *as a note, I'm still not taking my meds. I just can't see myself affording them even if I got help from the state or anything, I have no job* But because of it, I have been so creative lately, it's AWESOME. http://www.fanfiction.net/~neverwit Check that shyt out! :D |
| Thursday, August 7th, 2008 | |
| 5:27 pm | Graphics Dump CSI: Crime Scene Investigation and two from finding nemo. Rip me a new one if they suck, please. I'm a graphic student and I need to learn XD ( graphic dump of dooooooom ) |
| Wednesday, August 6th, 2008 | |
| 4:12 pm | tl;pr (too long; please read) So, I don't know if I told any of you the whole story, and I don't know if anyone here actually wants to know, either. But as you've probably noticed if you've been reading my non-fanfic updates, I've been really depressed/loopy/nutso lately. ( It started with an attempt ) |
| Thursday, July 31st, 2008 | |
| 12:22 am | vote away, csi fans Poll #2105 Grissom Open to: All, results viewable to: All Is William Petersen an asshole? Is CSI gonna end midway through this season due to fangirls destroying their televisions?
View Answers fuck yes why is grissom doing this to us Nah, people will still watch :( there's always syndication |
| 12:13 am | So I have had the absolute worst day ever. I asked one of my friends out. She said no. (well obviously, I'm fuckin hideous). My school computer crashed in the middle of a save, and all my files were destroyed. And then my worst fears are true: Grissom's leaving CSI. I'm probably the last person on the fucking earth to find that last one out, but FUCK. I'm in the world's most morose mood. I can't even bring myself to get up to get something to drink. 1. I've loved that friend I asked out since forever. 2. I'm fucked for like five assignments at college. 3. WTF William Petersen, thanks SO MUCH for destroying my favorite fandom for me RIGHT WHEN IT WAS GETTING INTERESTING. I'm not even gonna watch season nine. Fuck this shit. I just want to die. |
| Tuesday, July 29th, 2008 | |
| 7:36 pm | So, I'm here for pleadings again XD Please, please do make sure you go down to www.emmalinewesltunddesigns.com and type a search (real or make believe) into my google bar and click on the "ads by google" in the search results. YOU CAN IMMEDIATELY CLOSE THE WINDOWS THEY POP UP IN, but every click gets me like 30 cents on google adsense. I need to get to 100 dollars to cash out. I'm at 5. I'll draw a picture dedicated to a random friend on my friends list for every 5 dollars I hit on there starting now. ALSO! ATTENTION CSI FANS! I HAVE TWO STORIES UP ON DEVIANTART.COM please visit http://never-with-you.deviantart.co |
| Sunday, July 27th, 2008 | |
| 6:06 pm | So I found a way that you can donate to me without having to pull from your pockets! Go to www.emmalinewestlunddesigns.com and click on the google ads. Use my google search engine. Do googly stuff. Every click and use gives me a few cents on my google adsense account. It'll keep me running until I get a job, but i need your help. Spread the word and keep clicking! Bookmark me if you want to, just help me out, eh? It'd make me love you long time :D (of course, if you ever want to commission art from me, you can always comment here or email me at emmaline.westlund@gmail.com and we can work out some paypal stuff!) |
| Tuesday, July 22nd, 2008 | |
| 10:06 pm | Hey thar. I just got a whole bunch of grad monehs. So congrats to my randomly selected winner of a paid account gift: ![[info]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} tracichan I will keep doing that at random upon getting a job.I'm feeling... tired. I went to IKEA today and bought a whole mess of new bedroom furniture. It's pretty great. I can't wait for it to get here tomorrow. MY MEDS ARE FUCKING WITH MY BRAINS. EDIT: I'm creating a website. Anyone good with HTML wanna help meh out? Current Mood:  giddy |
| Saturday, July 5th, 2008 | |
| 12:58 am | Thank you for your wonderfulness. :) I'm sorry I'm not able to reply directly to comments right now, I'm going through treatment and I'm very, very tired from therapy. I will tell you all about it next time I have an internet allowance. Happy fourth of July, a day late. |
| Sunday, June 29th, 2008 | |
| 8:26 pm | stoled from tracichan1. Pick 15 of your favorite movies. 2. Go to IMDB and find a quote from each movie. 3. Post them here for everyone to guess. 4. Strike it out when someone guesses correctly, and put who guessed it and the movie. 5. NO GOOGLING/using IMDB search functions. That's cheating and it ruins the fun. 1. Good, because just so YOU know, I don't do no-account evil bitches who sleep all day instead of taking care their damn children, okay? 2. Oh, you think you're so special because you get to play Picture Pages up there? Well, my five year old daughter could do that and let me tell you, she's not the brightest bulb in the tanning bed. So why don't you go back to night school in Mantino and learn a real trade. 3. I will make it legal. 4. I can't lose you again! 5. Why should the courtesan chose the penniless sitar player over the maharajah who is offering her a lifetime of security? That's real love. Once the sitar player has satisfied his lust he will leave her with nothing. I suggest that the courtesan chose the maharajah. aracale7. Get away from her you bitch. 8. Not so tough without your car, are you? 9. IS EVERYBODY GAY?! 10. But Debbie, pastels? 11. I'll have what she's having. 12. "What knockers!" "Senk you!" 13. "Hospitible my ass, get off my porch." aracale15. Who are those guys? |
| Saturday, June 28th, 2008 | |
| 12:30 am | Any Minnesotans here? Any of you going to Twin City PRIDEfest Saturday? Want free hugs? I'll be there, in a grey tank top with rainbow lettering giving free hugs as I troll about. |
| Monday, June 16th, 2008 | |
| 9:41 pm | Since I know some of you roleplay, I am looking for a place that is active and fun and preferably CSI only OR OR OR OR multifandom. I want to play Gil Grissom. I reallllly want to RP. So if someone could recommend me a/to a community, I would be entirely grateful. I REALLLLLY want to rp. Idk why, but it's taking me over right now. and and and and my camera crapped out :-C |
| Friday, May 30th, 2008 | |
| 5:46 pm | Very Important, please read. I am considering selling a bunch of my tee shirts, a kimono, and a multitude of other things, such as jewelry and handcrafted items, paintings, and books. If you would be interested, please PLEASE comment here. Nothing would be sold for more than five dollars. I swear it. And it would be by paypal. In a comment, please tell me: =What you'd be interested in (so I can take a picture of it and post it for you) =Whether I'd have to UPS/Fedex it to you or we could meet up at an agreed spot to exchange cash/item =Whether or not you'd be willing to donate to me! LOL (sadly, not kidding. I'm really far in debt, can't find a job, am trying very hard, but am within days of begging for cash on the streets of minneapolis.) Please respond quickly! I beg you! |
| Monday, May 26th, 2008 | |
| 8:58 pm | Ana/Mia I am sick of this shit! I've been relapsing, getting better, relapsing worse, and getting a little better for the past two weeks. ( What I wouldn't give... ) |
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